蓝色舞者的孤独飞翔——陈染小说创作中的生命“残缺”意识

陈染凭借个体生命的体验,对人类精神与情感的"残缺"有着独特而深刻的认识,在她的小说中,充满了一个个因生命"残缺"而孤独、幽闭、叛逆的女性形象.这种生命"残缺"意识与女性意识、孤独意识紧密相连,她试图通过女性写作实现女性自我的确认,在孤独之中追寻灵魂的完整,探索人生的终极意义.虽然,她的小说因为性别的强调而突出了孤独,丧失了完整的生活空间,但是,从某种意义上说,对女性生命"残缺"的执著抒写,使她实现了对"残缺"的认同与自我的承担,实现了女性灵魂的飞翔.她笔下的"残缺"也因此化作一种苍凉、旷远、永恒的美.

The Loneliness Flying of Blue Dancers--Consciousness of Imperfect Life in Chen Ran's Novels

Chen Ran has some special and profound thoughts on human being's spirits and emotions on the basis of her own experience. Her novels are always full of many lonely, depressed, and traitorous female figures. This kind of imperfect life thought is closely related with female consciousness and lonely feelings. She tries to identify females themselves through writing about ladies, pursuing perfect spirits while being disconsolate and exploring the ultimate meaning of life. Since emphasizing the factor of gender, her novels give prominence to loneliness and miss complete life space. However, in a sense, through persisting in writing about this subject, she achieves the thought of imperfect life and is able to accept it. And she has greatly advanced women's spirits. The "imperfect" she describes hereby turns to a certain beauty of bleakness, expansion, and eternalness.